At first I felt I was the body-mind, a small and separate being in the story of my life
Then I felt that I was Consciousness, containing everything, giving rise to everything
Now I don't feel myself . . . at all


Being just "That"
however enlightening
is still living in the prison of duality.

I am not separate from this "Illusion"
this most beautiful arising manifestation.
I am not simply THAT, I am also … THIS!

Both This and That
Neither This or That,
I Am.

Neither the perceiver,
or the perceived.
For both exist in and as me.

HAA! This is Freedom!
Both God and the ego dancing within You,
as You, never touching You.

Does this sound exalted, lofty, arrogant?
Laughter bursts forth, huge, unbridled, free.
What a rude boisterous fool?!